No winter lasts forever, no spring skips its turn

2010-11-25T22:00:00.000+08:00

My life is pretty much fucked up now.

Melbourne trip + jiejie's wedding♥

2010-08-30T20:15:00.009+08:00

So, on the 6th August, we flew over to Melbourne and got greeted with Happy Good Day bags from jiejie! after which, I followed her back home (while the rest went to the aquarium) for Mac breakfast, 4 hours nap and helped her with the flowers! bridal party and briefing about the wedding in the night. that was my day 1 at Mel.

Day 2:

we woke up at 12+, simple brunch, met up with old neighbour (who migrated over) and then to jiejie's wedding! I love her wedding so much! so much fun and different from any other weddings I've been to! ♥

Lovely photos from Yixin:

jiejie + her 11 bridesmaids

bride and groom dance

speeches

Salsa performance + salsa crash course for everyone!

dance floor

look at my big aunt at the back, dancing along!

then everybody started dancing!!

ok back to photos from my cam

very cool glasses

Day 3: brunch with everyone,then off to meet heather♥

so glad that jiejie's friends are heading towards Melbourne Central as well, or I'll be so lost and alone! seriously, it was not easy to find the place (w/out a map and w/out a phone)

Heather & me (talked about meeting up @ Mel since the day she went over)

& we went shopping :D

yummy crepe!

Very nice chocolate store which sells 1 tiny piece for about AU$2 each! I've got 1 box now at home and I can't bear to eat them! I consume 1 each alternate day! hehe!!

Melbourne U, wait for me!

then off to meet up with the rest for dinner!

to the casino! and we (heal and I) lost money! hahaha

Day 4: Drove half a day to the 12 Apostles and it was raining (fucking cold)

Day 5: Mount Buller to Skii !!!

Up the slope

Day 6: Eve brought mom, dad and I around Melbourne, to sightseeing, to their markets, to Chadstone (the biggest shopping mall), to dinner together with Heal and her bf too :D

There was this shop which states that if you try any pair of jeans from the shop and show it to any salesperson how good you look, you are entitled to $5 off any purchase! so being typically singaporeans, all of us chiong in to try the jeans! super funny because we don't see the Australians doing that!

Day 7: back home :(

Jiejie's singapore wedding:

She had a photobooth stationed at the wedding. Super fun with all the props and all! I want 1 at my birthday too ! ^^

LIKEASHIOK

2010-08-28T17:05:00.004+08:00

Life can never be better, for now!

This 1 month study break indeed is an awesome break from study!!!

Firstly, I've got to announce that on the 3rd August 2010, with a total of 18 demerit points, I passed my TP! with 8 points for proceeding on amber light (like who the hell chiong for the traffic light on a driving test) but anyway, I still passed! Very happy so I decided to forgive the tester for being such a grumpy old man hahaha! I was so proud and started boasting to my brother that I've passed my BTT in 1 try, my FTT in 1 try and also, my TP in 1 try! and he was saying "yeah. you go out to the road in 1 try and lose your license in 1 try too" haha! I think that was quite funny though... (alright. I'm losing a little of track)

Mandy's Hawaiian Party♥

Anyway, we took off to Melbourne on the last day of school for jie jie's wedding & holiday! (more about the trip and her wedding on the next post)

Next up was clique chalet which was pretty good with Omegle, crazy card games, fell asleep with hell lot of noises around me, so cramped up in such small space, woke up and got raped by Shir, Mac brunch, watched YOG, and then home for more sleep!

Omegle!

Legendary slut wink* (look at marcus! so cute ^^)

Followed by a very productive shopping spree with Sheral love♥ there was this very pretty ZARA dress which costed $59.90 the time I set my eyes on it. I couldn't bear to buy it so I waited for ZARA sales and it became $39.90. I was actually looking for a dress for jiejie's wedding so I thought after getting the dress for the wedding, I would go back to get the ZARA dress and I actually forgot all about it. and during the shopping spree with Sheral, THE DRESS WAS SELLING AT ONLY $19.90 !!! Freaking good buy! :D moral of the story: good things worth to wait

Last Sat, saw myself rushing for Marcus's Suntec audition and then to jiejie's singapore wedding! (more of her wedding on the next post)

Wed was Step up 3 with TPDE and then Butter at night!

Yesterday was Bestie's birthday celebration at her place with Band hero. they always make me feel really happy♥♥♥

These are the highlights of my study break. rest of my free time are spent catching up with friends, family, with sleep and dramas!

Lastly,

Happy 19th Bestie! I love you! muacks!

Bringing education to hell, and hell to education

2010-07-11T13:39:00.003+08:00

I'm so sorry Blogger! I got too fascinated by Tumblr & I've forgotten all about you! I shall update you now!

Life sucked. LIFE PLEASE GO FUCK YOURSELF. I haven't been so stress before! I know I've said this before, BUT I REALLY REALLY REALLY haven't been through this MUCH of stress before:( projects are suffocating me:( It was that bad that we actually stayed up in school till 4 AM the night before submission! you can't imagine how much shit I've went through. you can't image how fucked up I was! After submission, I actually went home and "napped" from 3 PM all the way till the next morning. I slept for FUCKING HELL YEAH 17 hours! :D:D:D sorry for this damn vulgar post. I can't help it when I get too agitated.

Anyway, I've pulled through ! (not that I've a choice too)

Happy

2010-06-11T01:00:00.003+08:00

Life is treating me good so far :> I think I've done fairly well for mid sems. yayyy and I'm gonna work under the marketing department @ Hotel Re for SIP (if the school approves) ! I've just got myself a pair of barbie shoes for dance! its pink and so pretty and yummy! i love it! I can't wait for tomorrow! I'm gonna meet the dancers♥ for some fun @ ECP! I can't wait for saturday either! Its the first hiphop class with An An, gathering with the skaters, Clary's place, and then to Jingy's birthday party(which means I'm going to meet all of my sec school friends! excited ttm ^^) I'm so happy I've got something to look forward to everyday! & next week would be project week. good times always come to an end, dont they?

I wish I could stay this happy forever.

If missing you...

2010-06-02T13:05:00.003+08:00

Tan You Jing: If missing you could be measured with a weighing machine. it must have weighed my handphone number.

Qian Hao: If missing you could be the stars, then i miss you a galaxy

Tan You Jing: If missing you could be in form of animals, i miss you a zoo + night safari

Qian Hao: If missing you could be atoms. I miss you in everyway

Tan You Jing: If missing you could be chocolates, then I miss you the whole willy wonka chocolate factory

Qian Hao: If missing you could be fats, i'll be the fattest woman on earth

Tan You Jing: If missing you could be measured with sweetness, I'll be you

Qian Hao: If missing you could be a place, then i'll be in your heart

Tan You Jing: If missing you could be a channel, I miss you the whole cable tv

Girlfriend

2010-06-01T23:10:00.000+08:00

do you like you jing?:)
I love youjing! :)

why do you like you jing then? hahaha
she is what someone will consider as a best girlfriend. she writes love letters to you, dance along to silly dance moves with you, she cooks breakfast for you. and the list goes on

I love you too babe♥

2010-05-13T20:19:00.002+08:00

Just in case you're as noob as my bb.

I have some expansionary posts.
Please do click on the Read more >> (usually at the end of a post)

Thank you :)

Nineteenth

2010-05-08T22:20:00.004+08:00

I know it's a month after my birthday but for memory sake, I'm gonna blog about it now. this year I didn't make any plans. & through it, I found out who out are the friends who remembered and cared:) thank you to those who made my 19th a superduperwhooper memorable one♥

April 6
First birthday celebration with TPDE usuals (missing shir and some others though:< ) I hinted Zheng Yi long long time ago that I love surprises, I love chocolate cake, I love pink, I love it when many people celebrate my birthday for me, and it would be more perfect if Marcus is the one holding the birthday cake!!!! & yes, they fulfilled everything I've hinted! :D

1) Surprise!!!

2) Chocolate cake

3) Marcus holding the cake:)

4)Pink Knife

5) Many people

April 9

Birthday lunch with mom, godma & jie jie

V happy receiving presents:>

Birthday dinner with bbs, nic, sly, yh @ Clark Quey

Buddy came and joined us for REBEL. we left at 2 plus because it was too packed with all the ARMY boyssssss

10 April

Woke up, changed and accompanied mom to get lunch. when we got back home, I saw jing and nana running frantically at the void deck. I didn't want to spoil the whole surprise thing, so I played along and went home. my family and I were having lunch at the living room when they suddenly appeared and POPPED all the poppers and screamed SURPRISEEEEEEEE!!!! that really shocked my whole fam and I. Mom most almost fell off the chair and grandma almost got a heart attack! hahaha

Nana's failed cupcakes haha

KBOX

14 April

Bak Ku Teh and chocolate fondue with the usuals :>>>>

18 April

Late birthday celebration with the bests. Kim brought us all to EPICURIOUS (at roberson quay) for awesome brunch!

Yummy green eggs:>>>>

I love the pasta the best!!! just look at it !!!!

Kim left for work. In the end, it was all planned and they surprised me at Max Brenner @ Esplanade.

vvvvv CHOCOLATE and I love it!!!!!!!! and we met a cute waiter there! :D

They built me a bear. Her name is Tegan.

Say Hi:)

Changes in life

2010-04-26T01:30:00.001+08:00

I hate changes. How could somebody change so drastically? if it is part of growing up, then I never wanna grow up. sometimes I wonder if the current you, is the real you, and just that I'm slowly getting to see your true colours, OR that you've changed. so much. but whatever it is, I choose believe that you've changed. so in this way, the impression I've of you in the beginning is still a good one. Changes made me lose my ex lover, my ex best friend, and now, someone who I thought was the sweetest friend I've had. Do they even know they've changed and that the changes in them not only changes them and also affects the people who cares about them?

Memories are the only things that don't change when everybody else does

People are just as happy as they make up their minds to be

2010-03-31T23:21:00.002+08:00

I'm home for the past few days because I'm so broke I couldn't even top up my ez link to travel. sigh, I've been spending money like freeflow, again.

So... last monday was finally my long awaited FTT. met up with B earlier in the day and headed over the new Woodlands driving school to do some practice questions. practice sesssion ended 10 mins before the actual FTT and I still freaking took my own sweet time, to shit, and then made our way to the test room. couldn't find the room, asked the staff and OMG, yes, BINGO, the test was actually held at the old driving school at YCK!!! could somebody just smack us right in our faces? cabs were all not avavilable everywhere and we were rly panicing! by the time we got down, we were not allowed to take the freaking test because we were too late. oh yeah! how great right? now I got to wait another 2 months just to take my FTT.

Kim finally turned legal on 24 March 2010 and we took her to the Zoo, to AMK's famous crab beehoon, and walked home.

we had our modern girls sentosa outing on Friday. why modern girls are all so bimbotic? First Impression, Shoot Shag Marry, htht, gossips... I enjoyed myself ttm they are love♥

Over to Sheral's birthday party in the night! Darling's party was awesome. I secretly wished I was the birthday girl instead hehe! Left for home at 3 in the morning, and gave Valencia's Double O a missed! :(

Saturday flea. and Monday caught A Diary of a Wimpy Kid with Jingy! then to her place to get the car and fetched the rest, and then off to Geylang for my favourite Dim Sum @ 126 !!! :) had durians after dins and we were conned! we amazingly thought that the durians are 1 for $12 but it was actually 1kg for $12. as the uncle flattered us, we happily agreed to whatever he said! and BOOMZ, a total bill of $100. the durians were even more expensive than our dinner! we are not dumb. we were just..... not right. haha

GEMS 5: The Labyrinth

2010-03-28T19:10:00.005+08:00

GEMS 5 was one great experience that not everyone can go through and not one that can get with money. training everyday from 9am to 11pm was exhausting but was also the best times I've had in my poly life.
I've not only gained the experience and also, an awesomest bunch of friends♥
Time seems to pass so damn quickly. through the 3 weeks, we see each other EVERYDAY, literally. we shared anger, pain, sorrow, happiness. I can't express how glad I'm to have met every single one of them. & that concert is over now, I feel a part of me is missing...

Elena+Qianny+Me = HAIYA

I love you girlies ttm, really.

we have great minds coz we think alike :D

Brenice!!! my course mate and we took a year to realise that!

you're damn cute pls! Evelyn/Phyllicia/Xiang Ying

my awesome cheorographers!

Amanda/Diana/Joycelyn

my favourite hip hop girls!

Marcus!!!!!!

I want to marry you plssssss

I hope you're reading hehehe!

Clary!

My option #2

No lah, I love you too!

Ryan

my idol! lol!

Valencia Baby!!!!

*hugs* you tight tight

Sheral darling♥

Thank you GEMS 5 for bringing us both close tgt!

Shirrrrrrrrr♥♥♥

Best dance mate everrrrr

I LOVE YOU!

Bestie & Nana

Thank you both for coming down and the donuts!

Charm & Yokey!

Luv you bbs! mizzed you bbs so much!

Kim & Shiang

Really appreciate what you girls have done for me:)

TPDE FTW!!!!!!!!

Make the most of what comes and the least of what goes

2010-03-07T23:45:00.003+08:00

Today, I slept in. Yes, the whole day. I'm exhuasted, bruised, and aching all over. Training officially started on Tuesday. & nothing beats Wednesday- the most tiring day of my life! BUT, Ryan's item is damn DOPE!!!!!!!! I love it love it love it:D Friday & Saturday was training camp. we had Physical Training at 9AM! I thought I was going to die when I ran 3 rounds round the track. Oh, I lost my bag of dirty clothes hahahahaha freaking funny, ok, maybe not. Intensive training starts tomorrow. Everyday (except Sundays) 9am to 11 pm! GG! but, no pain no gain!

Yay, now I can do the expansional post summary thingy that B did!:)
I havent got the chance to blog about all the happenings after end sems. post end sems was AWESOME!!!!! we started hols even before CNY (Y)(Y)(Y)

Class BBQ @ Savannah

Rebel with classmates

Kbox session 1

Kbox session 2

Driving with Jing & B

Chilling out @ Nana's

Yeeling's Birthday

Butter

Sleepover @ Nana's

Visiting @ Clarence's

Training

Our walk home from PL Trinity Churh (Y)

I'll never be the same if we ever meet again

2010-03-05T12:15:00.003+08:00

Today is 5th of March.

5 years ago, you were the most important person in my life

Today, you're nothing but a stranger.

Still, I think of you every this day of the year...

Other than that, you're just hidden somewhere in my memory:)

& How come I don't have such good memory when it comes to studies?

hahaha. funny how human brain works. I rather remember more useful things.

There is no remedy for love but to love more

2010-02-17T21:30:00.024+08:00

How's your new year?

Its amazing, makes my heart sing

2010-01-31T12:20:00.004+08:00

3 more End Sem tests, and 1 interview, I'm done with this sem!!! and laugh at those taking exams after CNY :D evilllllllllll. but we've went through the tough times (just earlier though). Oh did I mention I'm seeing nothing but only C s? I'm so v screwed. lets throw that aside...

OH, I'M GOING TO HONG KONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I can't wait! I hope no one backs out in the end (Girls, we gotta start planning the itenary soon!) I'm gonna have all the fun in the worldddddd! (sigh) can't wait for post end sem (yay), shisha, bbq, shopping, zouk!!! the (Y) thing to have v happening classmates :)
For now, lets endure endure endure!

Charm and Yokey, just want to say I'm very glad to have you BBs in my life, for the fun times, study times, and for the times heading down to YCK with me (though you BBs stay at another end of Spore)for my driving lessons. Luv you'all deep deep♥♥

You were once my world, but now, my nothing

2010-01-23T22:15:00.002+08:00

A perfect Saturday.
Today started off at 11 AM, woke B up, met upat ICON at 1 PM. Yes, we freaking went swimming (for me) and tanning (for her) at hottest time of the day!!! it was so hot I swear. I must be out of my mind. but anyway, I had a fun and relaxing time. we got out of the pool at 4 and had our late lunch. I'm so tired after the swim, headed home and slept all the way till now!!!! can you believe it?? I didn't study at all! and Club's on Monday and CRM's on Tues.
I'm so dead, really.
I'm gonna screw this sem so badly :(

我感动天感动地怎么感动不了

2010-01-19T01:10:00.002+08:00

Will I ever know the truth?

To you, my greatest mystery ever...

For you I'd do it all over again

2010-01-09T23:45:00.001+08:00

I swear school is turning me into a very dull person. I'm so exhausted. I don't talk/joke much now. I'm so boring and I'm so afraid I would bore the people I'm gonna hang out with. I feel as though 24 hours a day isn't enough. The projects are never ending. After finishing one, another one comes and sometimes even two or three at a go! Sleeping at 3 and getting up for school is so painful. Now, I wish I could sleep forever... The projects are taking my life away, seriously. and I hereby announce that I HAVE NO LIFE. yayyyyy.... don't remember how it feels like being so carefree anymore.

Anyway, on a lighter note. the 4 hours of dance on Wednesday was awesome. Got high at the last hour of freestyle. and I'm aching all over now. Great time though!!!

Thursday and Friday was meeting up with the Skaters♥ after school.
Very impromptu decision to REBEL last night.
A time for a break and destress.
My dad says I got to learn to cope with pressure. I guess he's right.

Two Zero One Zero

2010-01-01T21:44:00.002+08:00

Cheers to the new year! It seems like its gonna be a great year just like how it sounds. 2010 2010 2010, sounds so good! hmm, or maybe, its just me haha. but anyway, I kind of like to start a new year. A new year, having another chance to be what I am not, and for the year to be better than the last.

Major highlight of the year 2009:
To me, 2009 was a better year than 2008. I got my heart broken in 2005 and haven't moved on since then. But I did, in the year 2009! Just this factor itself, made me into a much happier person. I'm starting to believe in love.... again. This reminds me of my new year resolution: To get myself a boyfriend, a good one this time! I seem to have this thing for bad boys all the time...

Keeping all the happy memories and leaving the bad ones behind. I hereby express my warmest welcome to the new year! (:

Tick tock on the clock

2010-01-01T16:01:00.000+08:00

Steamboat, finger guess, stuffing food, drink, countdown, went for a spin around the estate, back home, chit-chat among the 3 girls + my parents, fell asleep in record time

Party Don't Stop

2010-01-01T15:30:00.001+08:00

PHOTOS FLOOD!

I'll let the photos do the elaborating:)

My happenings :

Drinking @ Georges after last paper

(htht, messing around with our hair, laughed-non-stop)

TPDE @ Sentosa

(Games, htht, took uncountable number of photos)

123 Christmas BBQ

(Missys htht, eat eat eat, gift exchange, pop the champange, polar bear)

SN2 Christmas party at Alex's
(guitar hero, finger guessing, drank 3 and 1/2 cans of beer, fucking bloated, got high)

Met up with Mandy after a record longgg time
(yummy pizza, starbucks)

Christmas Eve together with Bestie (its a yearly thing)
(Clark Quey, to Central, to the opposite, to Rebel, to Liang Court Macs, to the river side)

Granny's Birthday

(Dinner at thompson)

The 3 of us

(at the newly opened cafe near our place)

First day of school

(Boring, Avatar (Y), Ikea)

Heather's back from Aussie!

(Dinner at Gardens)

LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL

2009-12-29T14:21:00.002+08:00

FML NOW

My internet is not working

TP started school a week earlier than other polys

Projects are piling up like nobody's business

I have never felt so stressed in my life before!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Help. I need a break.

Need a change

2009-12-19T23:45:00.001+08:00

I think I've pushed my limit a little too much.

I'm gonna lay off for a while.

Gonna be a good girl now!

With you it's always midnight

2009-12-17T01:05:00.006+08:00

I haven't had a chance to breathe, not literally of course.

Post mid sem was AWESOME!!!

CRM paper ended quite well last Friday, caught new moon, followed by drinking @ Georges.

Saturday was lunch with my favourite girls, Bestie and Nana, Supperclub and PH.

Sunday was to RP for O school recital.

Monday/ Tuesday was TPDE chalet. It was damn dope!!!

As for today, our dance class resumed and yay I still love Ryan's lesson :)

Now you get what I mean when I said I haven't had a chance to breathe.....?

Luv my hols. Hows yours?

(Some photos from the chalet, Supperclub, O school recital)

Cause I just can't take it

2009-12-10T22:04:00.002+08:00

SCREW YOU MARKETING

It's me against the world

2009-12-08T21:20:00.004+08:00

Huns & Me ♥

I screwed up and have never felt so screwed for any paper in my life before

*kills*

On a lighter note, I can't wait for post mid sems!

CLUB.LATE NIGHTS.DRINKING.CHALETS.BBQ.DANCE.

TPDE.123.USUALS.SN2.BESTIE.MAHJONG.SKATE.

EAT.SLEEP.STONE.

.....

& 12345 projects!

Forget tomorrow, I just wanna jump

2009-12-07T00:50:00.001+08:00

I don't wanna wake up today
'Cuz every day's the same
And I've been waiting so long
For things to change

MARKETING'S ON TUES, I'M NOT HALF DONE, I UNDERSTAND NUTS, I GAVE UP AND I'M HERE. I THINK, I'M SO SCREWED.

and i'm not doing anything about it hahaha

gg!

WISH ME LUCK :D

Mom-Daughter-Day

2009-12-02T01:50:00.000+08:00

So yesterday (tues) was mommy-and-daughter day! my day started at 1 when I woke up and then to SAKAE for lunch, shopping, granny's place, cooking pasta together, nap, then she drove me to Bishan to satisfy my Kway Chap craving at 11pm. now we're watching tv and using the lap top together at the living room :) We've the whole house to ourselves since daddy is out of town. and we're going to bed tgt at 2! HEEHEE! Love my mom so much and I can't do w/out her.

I'm FINALLY attending my 11am lecture later... field trip next and then to the airport at night. why is my life so boring...?

I'll follow you into the dark

2009-11-29T16:25:00.001+08:00

Hello, happy sunday to you :D

I love my new blogskin alot and that makes me want to blog now. I feel as though I'm obliged to blog in such a pretty blog hahaha! but sadly, Hunny said that she's not able to see my blog's background using Mozilla. why is this so....?! so, my pretty blog can only been seen using internet explorer and most of the people on earth use Moz! :(

I'm supposed to get started on my Travel Leisure report but I kept digressing and now I'm here. I'm currently waiting for Bestie's call so I can go get ready to meet her:D (to get a new camera! so exciting!!!) I'm so very glad that we're spending more time together now :) we got to make up the times we've lost for her revision for A's. now, we can spend quality best-friend-time yay! photos below were taken at her place a few days back...

She took out this HUGE box and showed me all the stuff I've given her. now we do understand why she doesn't ever need a boyfriend in secondary school. this is because... I was acting some sort like her boyfriend! haha we were like some unseparable love birds! we send letters even when we were just sitting next to each other. we wrote in each other's diaries. we send christmas cards, new year cards, etc. we gave each other lucky charms to carry around. we even wrote letters to each other when one is away for a holiday, like, lets say I'm away for a week, and we will write a total of 7 letters for the other party to read each day when we're apart. I love my bestie alot but sadly, She's not the one. HEE HEE! if she's not a she and is a he, it will be so sweet, like those tv drama series where 2 best friends fall in love and live happily ever after:)

I can't wait for mid sem to be over and then HOLIDAY= PARTY WHOOHOO!!! meanwhile, I got to be patient. you too.

Hungry Hungry Hungry

2009-11-29T00:00:00.001+08:00

SUDDEN HUGE CRAVING FOR THE MIDNIGHT KWAY CHAP OVER AT AH SIAO'S HOUSE THERE!

Kiss me through the phone

2009-11-19T04:43:00.001+08:00

It's 4.38AM now. I'm just done bathing and I haven't started studying for my comm skills test which is in 5 hours time! GG!
Butter just now! Got fucking high, but I was not totally wasted! Recovered when some motherfucker puked onto us !!! my favourite sandles broke. and I don't know wth I am typing now. my brain isn't functioning.

I'm going to bed now. good night.

Smoke weed everyday

2009-11-08T18:01:00.007+08:00

What the hell is wrong with my throat? I'm coughing like I'm gonna die anytime soon and this sore throat of mine has been on and off for 3 weeks already. now running nose is joining the party. is it me or is it the weather...?

Anyway, met up with 123 and caught MJ's This Is It yesterday. I'm not that much of a MJ fan, so I think the movie was alright? oh, I've watched Pokerking a few days back as well, damn typical gambling show. predicted plot, predicted ending, expected more though :( after movie, the rest went over to Bedok for K while 3 of us (Steffi, Feng and I) went over to the Chill Out Place for a drink. Kim joined us and yay I had fun last night. It was supposedly to be a mini bday celebration for hun, but she got to leave early in the end ): the rest of us stayed on and cabbed back home in the end as there werent anymore buses. damn, have been spending money like freeflow. need to practice some money management!

Today I decided to stay home, to rest. and in addition, I have this HUMONGOUS pimple above my mouth!!! seriously, why do pimples even exist:( how am I gonna meet the girls later....
I'm so wasting my day away. Woke up, watched tv, played Bejeweled Blitz with mommy on fb (she's totally hooked on. she has been on it for hours!), cam whored with my HUMONGOUS pimple and mommy's unglam moments, and now I'm online. and I am bored.

So many shits happened this week and I'm so glad tomorrow's the start of a new week. hopefully, a much better one :D

BTW, Ice Blast is the best "sweet" invented!!!!!!!!!

Emotional Friday

2009-11-07T13:30:00.003+08:00

3 things that triggered me to cry last night

1) I was already pretty sad over xxx for the past few days

2) My dear steffi showed me some document that caught me thinking about it for the rest of my day (damn sad y'know? why must things turn out this way...)

3) It hurts to see girlfriend crying her heart out and all I did was standing there helplessly

Went over to Mandy's crib after school. I love the times when we have our dinner tog, paint our nails, never ending gossip, blog hop, facebook searching, singing, cam whoring, reading magazines, messing with our hair... just a simple night like that can keep my mind of silly things :) love you mandy, alot.

Left her place at 1030 and off to the pub at opp parklane. I was supposed to be there for girlfriend, to keep her companied, to comfort her, but I ended up crying together with her. actually, I felt good. its like I've been holding back those tears for so long already, and just let them all flow in a go. for the first time (for love) , I cried, wasn't because of my first. I teared for xxx instead. Congrads. you're the second guy whom I teared for. the second guy whom I'm willing to give you my all. the second guy whom I'm so crazy over. the second guy whom will hurt like as much as my first. for this second guy here, I know, I'm silly, but I'll wait.

Headed back home at 330, should have just went clubbing instead. maybe we will all feel better then.

To my girlfriend,

I hope you'll feel better soon. I totally felt your pain when you cried just now ): you know I'm always here. just give me a call. I'll be there no matter what. I love you and really want to see you happy again.

p.s. im sad when you're sad. so please stay happy always.

I can't catch my breath cause you take it away

2009-11-04T02:45:00.001+08:00

4 hours ago, I fell asleep on the sofa while watching tv. mommy woke me up for a bath, I went into the room and snoozed for another hour. I was so tired that I just wanted sleep the night with my lens on. But I couldn't. Mom and dad took turns to wake me up and now I'm clean and energectic (ok, not really, the drowsiness is kicking in...) I slept at 4 yesterday. It was crazy. I volunteered to do all the collating and printing of the peer teaching notes. So much of wanting to turn over a new leaf and not wanting anyone in my new class to know me as a free rider, got destroyed by Audi in just seconds! I'm no no free rider :( you guys should see... open your eyes widely and see!

My new class is rather alright excluding the fact that there are only 5 guys. Modules are interesting. project group mates are (Y) I feel tired almost all the time. Guess I'm still trying to switch back my human clock. its so screwed. now, I can't sleep before 2 and can't wake up before 1. how???

Anyway, highlights of last week!!!
Firstly, we had our com based performance on tuesday. it was AWESOME!!! I'm really glad I'm part of this whole com based thing. it was a rlyyyyy great experience and the best part was the friends I've made. Good friends, sisters, brother, partner... all damn love can! :) I should say this once more, I LOVE TPDE!

Next was Slow's birthday! I love you Hunny muacks muacks. I know we owe you your present and celebration. fret not! we didn't forget! we will give you a superduperwhooper memorable one okie! meanwhile... please be patient !

Friday night over @ REBEL. I was happy. I was sad. I was embarrassed. I was scared. I was thrilled. I was exhausted. I was confused. I was shocked. I was so emotional. But still... I hope that night didn't have to come to an endand that time could just stop at that very moment... Anyway we hung around waiting for the first bus after the party ended. Me was broke ttm :(

Saturday was wasted away when I got out of bed only at 4 in the afternoon. met 123 at Harry's Bar only in the night. we separated. Buddy and I went over to PH to check out and the crowd was crazy. dropped the plan and went back home instead. boring halloween right! but its okie, that friday night could make my whole week already ^^

Sunday night was just simply spent with my favourite girls talking under the stars. Love night like this. Y'know they will always be there for you no matter what<3

Peek-a-boo!!!

my sore throat is back :(

ITS FUCKING 3 AM NOW

2009-10-29T03:04:00.005+08:00

I love Ryan's Walking On Air choreo very much. Good night.

Smile...

2009-10-23T12:50:00.003+08:00

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed sing like a bird
Dizzy in my head spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh you make me smile

Your warm whispers, Out of the dark they carry my heart. Your warm whispers, Into the dawn they carry me through

2009-10-17T23:52:00.003+08:00

The photos say it all.

MY HOLIDAYS: Dance

Did I mention about the awesomest friends I made?

Did I mention that we did PAR DE DEUX during Ryan's class that day?

Did I mention that my partner was Shir and we're the best partners ever! we have so much in common and there's just this chemistry we have between us. is it cool or what?

Did I mention that yst's dance bbq went better than I expected?

Did I mention that today's Amazing Race was insanely fun!?

Under the superduperwhooper hot sun, we ran from station to station (alright, we cheated a lil. we took bus/mrt). we passed cards from mouth-to-mouth. we ran around Ion looking for someone with a ribbon on her head. we stood outside Ion holding signs: Touch Me and freestyled for 2 eights. we had piggyback activity. we were to buy a list of food and were to memorise them all and be back with all the items within 15 mins. we then realised that that was our lunch and were to finished all so we began stuffing food. we learnt some cheoro @ Oschool and were to show it to Gin for approval to the next station. we were to buy something fishy but drinkable: Koi bubbletea and lastly we were to dig for clues in the sand, bury someone in the sand, transport water from the sea to the pail, water bomb passing, throwing of water bombs, yada yada. Oh, my group came in last. haha! but still, it was all for the bonding. TPDE :)

Alright, enough of dance.

O M G did I mention about my timetable!!!! I think I've the worst timetable in my life! I have school everyday! monday, tuesday, 9-6pm! this is crazy can? wednesday 11-1pm and I have dance at 6! why can't wed ends at 6 instead? thurday 10-1pm and friday 9-4pm. everybody say Nooooo, Nooooooooooooooooooooooo :( & I wonder who'll be in my class next sem. preez preez preez let me have socioble and happening classmates! preez preezzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

I'm so tired now but I've no idea I've typed more than usual today and am still typing now. ok! STOP! I need to go rest now. sweet dreamzx.

Baby are you down down down down down

2009-10-12T01:28:00.006+08:00

Happy today !!!

wish everyday of my hols were like today. swear i'm gonna fully utilise my last week of hols! Though I'll be dancing from 9am-8pm on wed, idk how but I'm gonna drag my ass to Ladies night. quit waiting everybody! lets party :D

Can Singapore get more boring?

2009-09-30T01:01:00.003+08:00

We've been on it for an hour already and we still can't decide on what to do tomorrow! what can we do in Singapore? so boring! we've tried almost everything already. I'm so fed up and I went to google the things to do in Singapore. Omg take a look at this!

1. You are staring at the ceiling for more than five minutes and waiting to see two lizards mate.
2. You are checking the fridge every half an hour to see if there is anything to eat … although you know nothing has changed inside for the last three days.
3. You are walking around the house and inspecting every corner like a real estate agent.
4. You are changing the tv channel every few seconds and lying on the couch brain dead with only the fingers moving.
5. You are asking your spouse what’s for dinner although you just had breakfast.
6. You are trying to surf the internet but keep ending up in the same bookmarks. And you keep refreshing the pages to see if your friends updated their blogs. Then you start to check your emails every 5 seconds.
7. You keep checking your phone and see if anyone SMS you. Then you suspect your phone is not working and call the operator to test your phone. But no one called you … really.
8. You keeping asking yourself how you end up in this state of boredom and wonder if there is God up there although God has nothing to do with it.
9. You are making plans to clean up your room … then you got lazy and you start to make plans for your spouse or mother to clean up your room.
10. You are looking out of the window and thinking what it’s like to exercise three times a week.

Faints* I hate to think of what to do coz there's nothing much to do!

Take it all away

2009-09-25T01:10:00.003+08:00

To those that asked about my emo posts these days, I get sad too at times alright. I'm not happy 24/7. I'd love to be like that, but its hard. things just get more complex when you get older and no one will be there to solve the problems for you anymore. but anyway! I'm over the emo period already and now I'm happy.
Happy because my bestie and I hung out again last sunday. we had a super gr8 relaxing day.
Happy because Serene Bff and I met up after a year (seriously) !!! Awesomest time!
Happy because I've been dancing almost everyday
Happy because I like my dance friends
Happy because I had a BOOMZ day today over at Nadiah's place
Happy because I made a new friend who I found out would be in the same class as me next sem
Happy because...
(theres just too many to list)

I'm just happy though I feel exhausted almost all the time.
Alright, I'm off.

I know you're always there

2009-09-18T01:23:00.001+08:00

Im a happy girl today because I met up with my best friend :)

FML

2009-09-17T01:04:00.001+08:00

I don't know who can I turn to right now. Is there really nothing I can look forward to? I need something to perk me up. why don't I feel happy even when I'm doing the things I love? I was getting over (finally). it was like a sudden wake up call, I woke up. I felt better and then.... I saw you. FML seriously! what have I done to go through all these pain?

Fuck You Upside Down Inside Out NBCB WHY LIKE THAT!!!!

Let Bygones Be Bygones

2009-09-16T02:06:00.001+08:00

Fuck, I think I've just spained my back from all the backflips during training just now. Now it's like bruised and a little swollen. and Yay!!!! dance class is canceled for tomorrow or I would be dancing for 3 consecutive days. I'm tired. I think I really need a getaway. from everything.

What a cruel thing to pretend

2009-09-11T01:23:00.006+08:00

Happy Birthday to my ♥buddy♥

I know I know I haven't been blogging. I received my results today, I did better than expected so I'm pretty happy about it:) It's the 2nd week of hols now and I feel like I'm wasting my life away but, I like!

For this 2 weeks, I stayed home and finshed E.U. (hk drama) in 3 days, caught The Proposal & Final Destination, back to Peirce for teachers' day, caught up with some of my sec school friends, had SN2 girlies lunch, played mah jong, lost money, had BBQ and family gatherings, went for drinking sessions, did some shopping, got my nails done, finally registered for driving after Steffi years, back for dancing, had awesomest time at Powerhouse and Butter.

See... this is what I mean by wasting my life away, practically doing nothing constuctive at all! I am thinking of a getaway, to anywhere, just away from Spore. I actually thought of flying to Aussie to find my brother and spend rest of my hol there but most prolly the reply I will get from him would be a 'Fuck Off'.

So what shall I do for the remaining 1 month of hol? Sigh, I'm kinda sick of my life.

2009-09-05T01:04:00.001+08:00

Studying =

2009-08-23T01:36:00.000+08:00

I have no sense of urgency at all Yay how great.....

I've not started on my MBS and HRM yet. GG!!!

I'm going to sleep with the notes beneath my pillow tonight.

COME ON DIFFUSE DIFFUSE DIFFUSE!

My lips like sugar

2009-08-19T23:56:00.002+08:00

I wasted today... again.

Could someone just tell me to fucking study !!!!

Thank Q

Talk Cock Sing Song Play Ping Pong

2009-08-16T12:18:00.002+08:00

Nana study hard and don't overstress yourself yeah?
Love you beri beri much see you soon after prelims xxx

Let me forget the past

2009-08-16T01:55:00.003+08:00

I miss you more than you even know.

More than you probly care

More than I ever show to you my dear

At least in words alone and

How does it make you feel to hear me say that I miss you?

I wonder if my life could get anymore... duller. It just revolves around sleeping eating watching tv using the comp going out doing practically nothing constructive at all. I can't stand my life like this as much as I can't figure out what the hell I want to do either. I told my mom about it and she thinks I'm pms-ing. Am I? Fuck, I hate what I'm doing now. I hope exams are quick over so that I can get a new life. I better one definately!

Anyway, I've caught like 5 shows recently. Public Enemies, Murderer, G.I. Joe, Overheard, The Orphan. G.I. Joe was fucking awesome! it was like the second Transformers, superbbbb! Overheard was as good, damn exciting + there's Daniel Wu hehehe!!! hamsum ^^

It's getting pretty late, Imma going to post some really overdue photos and hit the sack :)

UT Presentation Day

Muffin♥

HRM Presentation

Ah Juan & I :)

Peirce Family Day

The toilet- our secret hideout when we skipped lessons

The parade square for our daily morning pledge taking

The fountain where I used to get punish at

The rugby field- Memories

Retarded Jingy

National Day @ Marina Barrage

Damn cute lah

Who the fuck took this?

But I like :)

123 Clique

2009-08-11T00:07:00.002+08:00

I'm back here at this space

2009-08-05T00:42:00.000+08:00

Secondary 1
When I first saw her, I thought she has really huge beautiful eyes (still do now)
Back then, I still didn't know her
I knew more about her when we met the same guy
We both fucking got busted

Secondary 2
We got into the same class
Though we were in the same clique- The Nines

We didn't talk much
We were just Hi-Bye friends
It was art lesson when we got a lil closer
We were so bored and came up with this Boring song and named us after it
♥ The Boring Darlings♥
Got a lil more closer when we were dating some 2 guys who happened to be in the same class (we were stalkers)

Secondary 3
We had the same subject combination and were in the same class, again
She did all my Chinese compositions + comprehensions
Crazy math lesson with the person sitting in the middle getting sick always (bad fengshui)
We spent days doing social studies project (longest project done ever)
Came up with our SS clique- The 5 Flowers

Our first neoprint together after SS project

Secondary 4
This was when we became best of friends
We were the best physics lab partners (Doing everything, but physics)
We had a weekly study session (same day, same time, same place, doing the same thing- physics)
One of the study session which became bitching session and came up with The Bitching Clique
Stuffing-cheesecakes-into-our-mouths-to-avoid-awkwardness-incident
Happened to date other guys who AGAIN happened to be in the same class!
Silly incident which happened at the soccer court (inside joke)
Together with 8 others, we were the 10 Brothers- 637 Gang

Together, secretly admiring physics teacher, Mr LKW
Over to her place every friday to kill time before tuition
Running-after-bus-service-166-and-shoving-the-umbrella-to-her-incident
Sleepovers

Graduation day with our favourite photo of our secondary school life

Poly year 1/2
We are in 2 different schools at 2 different ends of Singapore
However, nothing kept us apart

More years to come

I feel sad when she's sad

I feel happy when she's happy

It is this weird connection we have within us

If you're wondering who,

Her name is Amanda.

Happy Birthday darling:) xxx♥ ♥ ♥

2009-07-26T23:56:00.000+08:00

Please give me one more try for the sake of our love,

Let's give it one more chance coz I can't give you up,

I can't love one more day without you in my arms,

I could never find another like you.

How was your week?
Mine has been rather gr8 :)
Nic's Birthday, Powerhouse, UT performance, Threesome, George's bar, Shopping!

Nic's Birthday BBQ

Nicole Brother♥

Fish's eye (I wonder actually do fishes really see things this way?)

BBQ, bridge, daidi, drinking, indian poker, forfeits, camwhore, happy.

Ladies night @ Powerhouse

It was a sort of a last minute decision to Powerhouse. Initial plan was to Butterfact. We got in straight through guest list but still, in the end we went over to Powerhouse instead. It wasn't that bad, no trance, purely R&B ^^ I really did let my hair down & enjoyed my night ttm.
Joke of the night:
Nic was drunk and she actually asked me "YOU JING ZAI NA LI" (Where's you jing) for 3 times! I didn't know what to say at the 3rd time. hahaha
However, hey bro, I hope you had fun! I luv you berri berri much. More to come, yeah? xxx

UT Performance

Apart from the time I mixed up my lines, the time I almost spoke when it wasn't even my turn yet, and the times I couldn't help myself and laughed a little, I guess our UT performance turned out pretty good:) From this, I really have learnt that acting isn't as simple as I thought it was. There goes my acting dream... hahaha

Mandy, Jingy + Me

(Jingy, thankQ for flooding my camera)

Dinner, playground, gossips, long night chat about ___!
I can't believe it and I'm so polluted :(

123 @ George's bar

Quoted from Simone's blog:

"Tonight, 123 went George's. beer beer and more beer, drinkdrankdrunk, high, crazy, camwhore, pool, concentration mixed, indian poker, five captain, super duper awesome time."

As for saturday, I stayed home and completed my HRM project after Steffi's years (zillion years)! Yay! & I would rather quit school than to retake HRM(if I fail) thats how much I hate it! I went shopping today to reward myself for completing my project hehehe. Finally had my nails done. cuteyyyyy:D

I'm gonna sleep early to replenish the sleep I've lost.

Sweet dreamzx

2009-07-20T01:52:00.000+08:00

I am still living in the dream I don't ever want to wake up from.
It's too good to be true...

2009-07-16T01:05:00.000+08:00

"I want to feel the rush, running into my heart, shaking up my soul, feeling just like before"

I gave myself one last chance last night, but you didn't allow me to.

2009-07-14T00:06:00.000+08:00

"Because someone asked me if I'll get together with you if you ever ask, and I replied, Yes."

Since I can't get myself to start on my Human Resource project so I figured I might as well blog now and start on it tomorrow...heheehe!
My holiday was AWESOME, but the after holiday was crazy, all the catching up with work/projects/test, driving me nuts! if i am to go into details for what I've been doing for the past 1 month, I think I'll prolly flood this post, so I'll just do some summarising:)

2 weeks over @ Europe (London/Paris/Reading) Trip was good, apart from the musuem visits ^^
Home alone + Quarantined from school = PARTY for a week!
Stayovers!
Ah Siao cut my hair (turned out pretty good)
"Illegal Driving" @ midnight
Steamboat over at Mandy's + sleepover
Late night suppers
Drinking session with Steff/Feng (Stef got high, Feng puked 5 times, I knocked out)
SN2 Friday night party
Best Friend day out
Fun fun and more fun, party party and more partying! :D

Time flies when you're having fun and soon I went back to school... school's madness! I need a break. I'm so stress till I fell sick okie! no laughing matter! my nose is like a faulty running tap now. it feels like its gonna drop anytime soon! and no! it's not SWINE! I think I better go rest now. Goodnight'all.

(Photos will be up asap)

2009-06-27T19:30:00.000+08:00

Paris

Family flew to Italy early this morning and I'm currently staying over at Ming Ming Biao Yi's place. my flight back is tomorrow and I heard that I must be quarantined for a week! which means no school for another week. GG!
Can't wait all the sleepovers:D & this is what I call HOLIDAY!
Alright, off to shopping soon!

Happy Me
1230PM London
0730 PM Singapore

2009-06-18T20:40:00.000+08:00

HELLO I AM AT LONDON NOW!!! London is like 7 hours behind time of Singapore's! It's now 8.35 PM and its still as bright as ever! its really cold here, though its summer. I'm wearing shorts and I'm freezing! anyway, it's only the 2/3 day here and I'm missing everyone already! I'm eating alot (BUT I walked alot as well) hehe! I'll be going to Paris in a few days time.... can't wait! :D Bestie, stop envying and study hard alright!!!! will call you the minute I touch down Singpore:D

See Yaaaaaaaaa Luvvvvvvvvvvv<3
London 8.40PMInternet Cafe

2009-06-16T01:45:00.000+08:00

"I miss you and I secretly wish that you know it"

I'm flying off to Europe in exactly 11 hours time! I'll be back 2 weeks later (29th/ monday), my parents 3 weeks later and my brother 1 month later. hehehe!!! I'm so excited for the trip, excited for skipping a week of school, and even more excited for the 1 week alone in Singapore! ^^

See you'all in 2 weeks time!

2009-06-14T22:40:00.000+08:00

"I never wanted anything, other than to be your everything."

Friday/Sat's prawning wasn't as productive as the previous one. But still... I luv night-out like this with the Usuals:) The Kway Chap @ Bishan is so yummy! we had like 2 bowls of kway each hehehe wants more ^^

Make up girl hehe

we were trying to take our double chins!

Peace yo!

zzzzzz no prawns :(

It was 5 by the time we finished prawning. we were so exhausted to even bbq the prawns and went home straight instead. Off to Jingy's place:) yay haven't stayed over for such a long time already. (recalling sec school days) htht and we fell asleep in record time!

Finally met up with Christina. Talked about almost everything. she's seriously damn cute lah! (this gonna boost her ego again) Chris, I enjoyed the night with you. I'll see you real soon again alright? luv you alot.

As for today, I caught Drag Me To Hell. Almost choked on my water when Buddy screamed hehe! but gotta admit that some parts are rly shocking, some are rly hilarious and cartoonic. Anyway I feel sick:( I'm drowning myself with water now. can't be sick can't be sick can't be sick! I'm looking forward for my tripppppppppppppppppppppppp help

2009-06-12T14:26:00.000+08:00

"I live for the nights I don't remember, but the friends I'll never forget"

Hols been really great so far. my schedule is so filled that I can hardly have some personal time. It's really good catching up with some old friends, i mean secondary school friends, not that they're old. luvvvvv them infinity coz I'll never be sad with them around. my happy pills♥

I've been really happy! (insert many many smileys)

Can't remember myself being so happy ever since all the unhappy things that happened. its like finally I've opened my mind and heart to everything. what for be sad over some dumb things when there are better things to make me be happy for :) I mizz being me, the happy me.

so yayyyyy, I hereby announce that I.Am.Back!

(with a new blog, a new beginning)

Lets start of from the 1st day of holidays

Monday 8 June 2009

I went back to school to check my selection results & mainly to look for the course manager. I've got into my first choice: Marketing & Tourism

is it something to be happy for? hmmm idk. I just hope I've made the right choice.

Finally watched Terminator!!!

Awesomeeeeee

theres so many movies I've yet to watch :(

Drag me to hell, The ghosts of girlfriends past, night @ the musuem 2, The taking of Pelham 123 , Dance subaru, Blood the last vampire, State of play!!!!

HOWWWWWWW

Tues 9 June 2009

Sn2 girlies outing. yayyyy finally outing for the 4 of us. Esther's bf got enlisted. enough said! thats why she was there with us. wa lao why is boyfriend always placed before friends! I swear I'll never be like that! Friends come first, forever ^^

Joke of the day was when Kim fell down hahaha! I'm even laughing now at the thought of it hehe! Omg damn funnyyyy she only realised that there was a HUMP at the bottom of the slope when she was halfway down!

(ok slap myself for laughing. later karma hahaha)

Wed 10 June 2009

Out with the usuals♥ I was late and they were even later, as usual. Birthday treat to Carls Junior for both of them. they ripped me off! hahahaha did a little shopping and then they accompanied me to school for dance. techniques techniques and more techiques! now my whole body's aching like there's no tomorrow :( it hurts even when i sneeze. its that terrible:( I feel paralyzed.

Off to town after dance to meet Yee Ling after her work. Had dins, shopped, went into NUM w/out having to feel scared at all yayyyy and that was my first time into Cine NUM like seriously. I'm so useless rightttttttttt, but things will get better :)

We talked everything <3

Thurs 11 June 2009

I met up with Mandy like after 2 months and 1 day! happy ttm :D had lunch and then off to my place. updated each other about everything, cam whore, facebook-ing, gossipping, blog hopping, and karaokeparty! Darl, do you know that my mom could actually hear us sing out at the living room. hahaha! hell lots of fun and laughter:)

As for today, I'm currently replenishing all the rest that I need for tonight! Excited to the maxxxxxxxxxxxx! meeting them after their work at 12mid, supper, prawning, then off to Jingy's place :D

Happy Birthday Jingy. I hope that you'll enjoy yourself t9.

Love you everyday ♥

2009-06-12T01:41:00.001+08:00

http://sugarbutterfriends.blogspot.com/

2009-06-05T23:57:00.001+08:00

"Everything that you could never say would never matter anyway."

Mid sem tests are overrrrrr yayyyyyyyy! I hate last min crammings & even worse still when nothing gets into your brain! I'm looking back at my previous entries now. I've just realised that they're all so short. & since I've the feel to blog today, I shall give you a damn wordy post to compensate for my short ones ^^ feel free to X this! I really wonder how some people have got so much to say everyday in their blogs? don't they ever run out of something to say? Let me try something new. I want to blog my day down in detail.

3 alarm clocks didn't work on me. I overslept, washed up in record time, to find that everyone were late as well. Steff came over first, then to the court for bball w Feng & Kim. Feng & I VS Steff & Kim. We won the match. Steff & Kim ran 10 rounds around the court hee!!!! Kim left and we went for lunch. we had our favourite Ban Mian yummms. Feng went home to wash up and Steff back to my place. Showered, slacked and then to Trinity bus stop to meet Feng again. Off we go to Safra Mind Cafe with 123. we played board games, games to see how much they know me and how much I know them. its saddening that all of them relate me to food/sleep/money. Happy hour over, Steff & I rushed down to TPY for some Tupperware party (with Kim too). we had fun inhaling helium. yadayada and off to home! :) Oh I want to add that Steff and I were very lucky today. Our buses came just in time we reached the bus stops and the green man lighted up whenever we reached the traffic lights. heeeheeee

I'm boring you isn't it?
I think this is my longest post for the month/year or smt.

Its my 2 weeks hols now :D
I need major cheering up to do!
I mizz my secondary school friends.
I mizz my Best Friend.
Bestie, I need you:(
text me when you see this?

OMG I can't believe that you're still reading this post.
Great patience you've heehehe!!
Congratulation~ You've completed the journey of Tan You Jing's life on 5th June 2009.

I lied to myself, and said it was for the best...

2009-06-02T00:30:00.000+08:00

I'm in such pain

2009-05-31T10:37:00.001+08:00

MBS GG
B FIN GG
HRM GG

(insert worried face)

2009-05-31T10:34:00.002+08:00

"We're not sisters by birth, but we've known from the start, fate brought us together to be sisters by heart."

Missys Forever ♥♥♥
Because, nothing can come between us.
Nothing at all.

In life, everything happens for a reason.
& also, once things are broken, no matter how you mend it, it'll never be the same again.

I'm glad everythings over now.
Good Bye.

2009-05-26T01:06:00.000+08:00

"While I was holding onto you all you did was let me go"

Why does this always happen?

Just as I thought that I was getting better...

Why must something hold me back whenever I decide to let it go?

2009-05-20T23:02:00.001+08:00

"The best friends in life are the ones who know your faults and love you anyway."

Happy 1 Year Anniversary ♥♥♥

2009-05-17T20:48:00.000+08:00

VOTE SHAWN LOW FOR TPSU

2009-05-16T01:34:00.002+08:00

I know that someday the hole in my heart will heal...

Will you be the one?

2009-05-06T00:09:00.002+08:00

"There's something I'm afraid to say to you too early, but will I be a fool to wait too late?"

It's the 2nd week of school already. OMG no! Kim just told me its the 3rd week now :S & I'm still in the holiday mood! I know nothing about what I've learnt so far. the modules are just far too boring, my brain just automatically shuts down whenever I try to do some work. However, UT (Understanding Theatre) is gr8! 3 hours of UT passes 12345 times faster than 2 hours of any other tutorials. Long weekend doesn't seem like a long weekend. It's just never enough...

I mizz Simone, Steffi, Yu Feng so much :( tutorials/lectures are not the same w/out them. however! I'm so glad that I've Penguin with me (even though she bullies me everyday)

Life has been quite happening recently... but I'm so lazy to type 'em all down. I'll gather the photos and upload them here asap.

Fridays are ♥ because of 123.

2009-04-25T16:54:00.002+08:00

2009-04-24T01:37:00.000+08:00

OMGWTFDMMSYCBDLL

2009-04-18T11:41:00.006+08:00

"I have to tell you something, something that will change everything forever...but I don't know how to tell it to you, so I probably won't ever tell you, and you won't ever find out."

The calculator I got mommy malfunctioned, so we decided to go change it.

we got into the Hello Kitty store and got out spending $154.50 on Hello Kitty cuties! this is what happens when mother & daughter love pink... & still so young at heart. he he he

School's resuming in 2 days time:( How will my new class be like? How will school be like w/out honey/buddy/da jie in my class? Will my new classmates be nice? How will 1st day of school be like? so many questions running through my head... (biting nails)

However, on a happier note, my new timeable is out (I know, big deal...) & I OFFICIALLY DECLARE THAT I HAVE NO SCHOOL EVERY FRIDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! whoooooots! this is like the best timetable ever =)

Kim, Shiang, Esther & I are finally in the same school! excited to the maxxxxxxxxx (eye brows moving up down up down & give megawatt smile :D)

Should I.Or.Should I not?

2009-04-15T17:14:00.000+08:00

My.Awesome.Eighteenth.

9th April
Celebration Day 0

Haji lane. cabbed to bishan. prawned till 5 in the morning. bathed. slept.

10 April

Celebration Day 1

Exhausted. Vivo. got picnic food. picnic. surprise cake. rained. got drenched. dried up. swensons

11 April

Celebration Day 2

rushed through my project.

late.

took 70.

buddy hopped on.

don't know where she was bringing me to.

alighted at kallang stadium.

*DING*

everything clicked into 1 piece.

their 1st surprise plan: ice skating.

I said No.

1st plan failed.

I suggested bowling.

we missed our slot.

couldn't bowl.

shopped a lil.

Took 16 to Suntec.

shopped.

they made me tour suntec for 1/2 an hour

rained.

complained.

cabbed down to Shaw

2nd surprise plan: Thai restaurant

2nd plan failed.

restaurant closed.

had jap food instead.

cabbed.

3rd surprise plan: Dempsey Hill's Ben&Jerry

surprise worked out!

had ice-cream. got the singer and everyone there to sing me a bday song

enjoyed.

cabbed.

4th plan: Alley Bar

Drank.

Home!

Note:

all cab fares on them.

ice cream on them.

shopping on steffi.

Love this shoes tonsssssssss!!!!!!!

12 April

Celebration Day 3

Project again.

Mahjong @ Shiang's.

Lost money.

Steamboat for dinner.

Lan (L4D)

cabbed back home.

Alex went home.

Junhao missing.

Shiang's mom pestering her home.

Kim acting weird.

Cai Xin indecisive (want to come up to my place & then changed his mind)
Note: it's only 10.30 pm and they're all gg home so early!!!!

Suspected something..

went home.

saw Shiang's shoes outside my place.

acted dumb.

stood at the living room (I knew she's in my room)

acted along.

Kim kept calling my house phone asking me random ques.

still insist not going into my room

mom dad finding ways to get me into my room

went into my room

cake lying on the floor

acted SHOCKED

*DA-TAH*

SURPRISE!!!

everyone appeared.

2009-04-14T13:40:00.001+08:00

I ♥ Steffi.