Oh i miss the iceeeeeeeeeeee
My world revolves around the books. my mind's whirling with Gorby's, Mao's & Chemisty facts still. oh my dear physics is coming back. i'd gone madddddddddddddddddddddd
anyhow, i have the Weirdest dreams these days and i dont like them. i don't like it waking up with puffy eyes due to too much of crying.
I'd read this somewhere:
First Love is the first relationship or attraction of a romantic nature experienced in adolescence. Memories of first love are mostly fond ones but in certain cases, the memories could be highly painful also. Those who had experienced feelings of happiness, enthusiasm, excitement, and pride in their first love are much more likely to have stable, enduring relationships in their later lives. On the other hand, those who went through feelings of shame, guilt, hostility or fright during their first love tend to have weak relationships with others. (Means i'll tend to have a weak relationship w others? How not fair!)
Even though it is true that we could fall in love any number of times in our life, the memories of first love would always remain fresh and occupy a special place in our hearts. Hence, the first love tends to have a much greater effect on our lives, whether we admit it or not. It is very difficult to be prepared for first love because it is a sudden experience. The emotional experiences that go with first love are very strong. We have to learn to understand them, sort them out and control them. Feelings of passion, elation, sincerity, anxiety, fear all come in a mixed fashion. If the first love ends on a happy note, then it poses no further problems. On the other hand, if the first love fails for any reason, the legacy that it leaves behind could be painful. We have to learn our lessons from that to have much healthier relationships in our later part of life.
"B" if you don't know, i really miss you so.
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