My life is pretty much fucked up now.

Melbourne trip + jiejie's wedding♥

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Life can never be better, for now!

This 1 month study break indeed is an awesome break from study!!!

Firstly, I've got to announce that on the 3rd August 2010, with a total of 18 demerit points, I passed my TP! with 8 points for proceeding on amber light (like who the hell chiong for the traffic light on a driving test) but anyway, I still passed! Very happy so I decided to forgive the tester for being such a grumpy old man hahaha! I was so proud and started boasting to my brother that I've passed my BTT in 1 try, my FTT in 1 try and also, my TP in 1 try! and he was saying "yeah. you go out to the road in 1 try and lose your license in 1 try too" haha! I think that was quite funny though... (alright. I'm losing a little of track)

Mandy's Hawaiian Party♥

Anyway, we took off to Melbourne on the last day of school for jie jie's wedding & holiday! (more about the trip and her wedding on the next post)

Next up was clique chalet which was pretty good with Omegle, crazy card games, fell asleep with hell lot of noises around me, so cramped up in such small space, woke up and got raped by Shir, Mac brunch, watched YOG, and then home for more sleep!

Omegle!

Legendary slut wink* (look at marcus! so cute ^^)

Followed by a very productive shopping spree with Sheral love♥ there was this very pretty ZARA dress which costed $59.90 the time I set my eyes on it. I couldn't bear to buy it so I waited for ZARA sales and it became $39.90. I was actually looking for a dress for jiejie's wedding so I thought after getting the dress for the wedding, I would go back to get the ZARA dress and I actually forgot all about it. and during the shopping spree with Sheral, THE DRESS WAS SELLING AT ONLY $19.90 !!! Freaking good buy! :D moral of the story: good things worth to wait

Last Sat, saw myself rushing for Marcus's Suntec audition and then to jiejie's singapore wedding! (more of her wedding on the next post)

Wed was Step up 3 with TPDE and then Butter at night!

Yesterday was Bestie's birthday celebration at her place with Band hero. they always make me feel really happy♥♥♥

These are the highlights of my study break. rest of my free time are spent catching up with friends, family, with sleep and dramas!

Lastly,

Happy 19th Bestie! I love you! muacks!

Bringing education to hell, and hell to education

I'm so sorry Blogger! I got too fascinated by Tumblr & I've forgotten all about you! I shall update you now!

Life sucked. LIFE PLEASE GO FUCK YOURSELF. I haven't been so stress before! I know I've said this before, BUT I REALLY REALLY REALLY haven't been through this MUCH of stress before:( projects are suffocating me:( It was that bad that we actually stayed up in school till 4 AM the night before submission! you can't imagine how much shit I've went through. you can't image how fucked up I was! After submission, I actually went home and "napped" from 3 PM all the way till the next morning. I slept for FUCKING HELL YEAH 17 hours! :D:D:D sorry for this damn vulgar post. I can't help it when I get too agitated.

Anyway, I've pulled through ! (not that I've a choice too)

Happy

Life is treating me good so far :> I think I've done fairly well for mid sems. yayyy and I'm gonna work under the marketing department @ Hotel Re for SIP (if the school approves) ! I've just got myself a pair of barbie shoes for dance! its pink and so pretty and yummy! i love it! I can't wait for tomorrow! I'm gonna meet the dancers♥ for some fun @ ECP! I can't wait for saturday either! Its the first hiphop class with An An, gathering with the skaters, Clary's place, and then to Jingy's birthday party(which means I'm going to meet all of my sec school friends! excited ttm ^^) I'm so happy I've got something to look forward to everyday! & next week would be project week. good times always come to an end, dont they?

I wish I could stay this happy forever.

If missing you...

Tan You Jing: If missing you could be measured with a weighing machine. it must have weighed my handphone number.

Qian Hao: If missing you could be the stars, then i miss you a galaxy

Tan You Jing: If missing you could be in form of animals, i miss you a zoo + night safari

Qian Hao: If missing you could be atoms. I miss you in everyway

Tan You Jing: If missing you could be chocolates, then I miss you the whole willy wonka chocolate factory

Qian Hao: If missing you could be fats, i'll be the fattest woman on earth

Tan You Jing: If missing you could be measured with sweetness, I'll be you

Qian Hao: If missing you could be a place, then i'll be in your heart

Tan You Jing: If missing you could be a channel, I miss you the whole cable tv

Girlfriend

do you like you jing?:)
I love youjing! :)

why do you like you jing then? hahaha
she is what someone will consider as a best girlfriend. she writes love letters to you, dance along to silly dance moves with you, she cooks breakfast for you. and the list goes on

I love you too babe♥

Just in case you're as noob as my bb.

I have some expansionary posts.
Please do click on the Read more >> (usually at the end of a post)

Thank you :)

Nineteenth

I know it's a month after my birthday but for memory sake, I'm gonna blog about it now. this year I didn't make any plans. & through it, I found out who out are the friends who remembered and cared:) thank you to those who made my 19th a superduperwhooper memorable one♥

Changes in life

I hate changes. How could somebody change so drastically? if it is part of growing up, then I never wanna grow up. sometimes I wonder if the current you, is the real you, and just that I'm slowly getting to see your true colours, OR that you've changed. so much. but whatever it is, I choose believe that you've changed. so in this way, the impression I've of you in the beginning is still a good one. Changes made me lose my ex lover, my ex best friend, and now, someone who I thought was the sweetest friend I've had. Do they even know they've changed and that the changes in them not only changes them and also affects the people who cares about them?

Memories are the only things that don't change when everybody else does

People are just as happy as they make up their minds to be

I'm home for the past few days because I'm so broke I couldn't even top up my ez link to travel. sigh, I've been spending money like freeflow, again.

So... last monday was finally my long awaited FTT. met up with B earlier in the day and headed over the new Woodlands driving school to do some practice questions. practice sesssion ended 10 mins before the actual FTT and I still freaking took my own sweet time, to shit, and then made our way to the test room. couldn't find the room, asked the staff and OMG, yes, BINGO, the test was actually held at the old driving school at YCK!!! could somebody just smack us right in our faces? cabs were all not avavilable everywhere and we were rly panicing! by the time we got down, we were not allowed to take the freaking test because we were too late. oh yeah! how great right? now I got to wait another 2 months just to take my FTT.

GEMS 5: The Labyrinth

GEMS 5 was one great experience that not everyone can go through and not one that can get with money. training everyday from 9am to 11pm was exhausting but was also the best times I've had in my poly life.
I've not only gained the experience and also, an awesomest bunch of friends♥
Time seems to pass so damn quickly. through the 3 weeks, we see each other EVERYDAY, literally. we shared anger, pain, sorrow, happiness. I can't express how glad I'm to have met every single one of them. & that concert is over now, I feel a part of me is missing...

Make the most of what comes and the least of what goes

Today, I slept in. Yes, the whole day. I'm exhuasted, bruised, and aching all over. Training officially started on Tuesday. & nothing beats Wednesday- the most tiring day of my life! BUT, Ryan's item is damn DOPE!!!!!!!! I love it love it love it:D Friday & Saturday was training camp. we had Physical Training at 9AM! I thought I was going to die when I ran 3 rounds round the track. Oh, I lost my bag of dirty clothes hahahahaha freaking funny, ok, maybe not. Intensive training starts tomorrow. Everyday (except Sundays) 9am to 11 pm! GG! but, no pain no gain!

I'll never be the same if we ever meet again

Today is 5th of March.

5 years ago, you were the most important person in my life

Today, you're nothing but a stranger.

Still, I think of you every this day of the year...

Other than that, you're just hidden somewhere in my memory:)

& How come I don't have such good memory when it comes to studies?

hahaha. funny how human brain works. I rather remember more useful things.

There is no remedy for love but to love more

How's your new year?

Its amazing, makes my heart sing

3 more End Sem tests, and 1 interview, I'm done with this sem!!! and laugh at those taking exams after CNY :D evilllllllllll. but we've went through the tough times (just earlier though). Oh did I mention I'm seeing nothing but only C s? I'm so v screwed. lets throw that aside...

OH, I'M GOING TO HONG KONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I can't wait! I hope no one backs out in the end (Girls, we gotta start planning the itenary soon!) I'm gonna have all the fun in the worldddddd! (sigh) can't wait for post end sem (yay), shisha, bbq, shopping, zouk!!! the (Y) thing to have v happening classmates :)
For now, lets endure endure endure!


Charm and Yokey, just want to say I'm very glad to have you BBs in my life, for the fun times, study times, and for the times heading down to YCK with me (though you BBs stay at another end of Spore)for my driving lessons. Luv you'all deep deep♥♥

You were once my world, but now, my nothing

A perfect Saturday.
Today started off at 11 AM, woke B up, met upat ICON at 1 PM. Yes, we freaking went swimming (for me) and tanning (for her) at hottest time of the day!!! it was so hot I swear. I must be out of my mind. but anyway, I had a fun and relaxing time. we got out of the pool at 4 and had our late lunch. I'm so tired after the swim, headed home and slept all the way till now!!!! can you believe it?? I didn't study at all! and Club's on Monday and CRM's on Tues.
I'm so dead, really.
I'm gonna screw this sem so badly :(

我感动天 感动地 怎么感动不了

Will I ever know the truth?

To you, my greatest mystery ever...

For you I'd do it all over again

I swear school is turning me into a very dull person. I'm so exhausted. I don't talk/joke much now. I'm so boring and I'm so afraid I would bore the people I'm gonna hang out with. I feel as though 24 hours a day isn't enough. The projects are never ending. After finishing one, another one comes and sometimes even two or three at a go! Sleeping at 3 and getting up for school is so painful. Now, I wish I could sleep forever... The projects are taking my life away, seriously. and I hereby announce that I HAVE NO LIFE. yayyyyy.... don't remember how it feels like being so carefree anymore.

Anyway, on a lighter note. the 4 hours of dance on Wednesday was awesome. Got high at the last hour of freestyle. and I'm aching all over now. Great time though!!!

Thursday and Friday was meeting up with the Skaters♥ after school.
Very impromptu decision to REBEL last night.
A time for a break and destress.
My dad says I got to learn to cope with pressure. I guess he's right.

Two Zero One Zero

Cheers to the new year! It seems like its gonna be a great year just like how it sounds. 2010 2010 2010, sounds so good! hmm, or maybe, its just me haha. but anyway, I kind of like to start a new year. A new year, having another chance to be what I am not, and for the year to be better than the last.

Major highlight of the year 2009:
To me, 2009 was a better year than 2008. I got my heart broken in 2005 and haven't moved on since then. But I did, in the year 2009! Just this factor itself, made me into a much happier person. I'm starting to believe in love.... again. This reminds me of my new year resolution: To get myself a boyfriend, a good one this time! I seem to have this thing for bad boys all the time...

Keeping all the happy memories and leaving the bad ones behind. I hereby express my warmest welcome to the new year! (:

Tick tock on the clock

Steamboat, finger guess, stuffing food, drink, countdown, went for a spin around the estate, back home, chit-chat among the 3 girls + my parents, fell asleep in record time